tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1894963858437715086.post2773934853769582123..comments2013-07-18T05:06:01.073-07:00Comments on Reboot My Life: OK, that's great an all..Enzohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00281836158603095686noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1894963858437715086.post-12551009960230202742011-03-29T19:46:28.794-07:002011-03-29T19:46:28.794-07:00Yes, Craig, I know I an overanalyzing this. That&...Yes, Craig, I know I an overanalyzing this. That's what I do. That's who I am. Can't really help it at this point.<br /><br />But, yeah, numb is a good word.Enzohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00281836158603095686noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1894963858437715086.post-43510616607454701572011-03-28T20:53:31.337-07:002011-03-28T20:53:31.337-07:00I think Craig is onto something, you're very l...I think Craig is onto something, you're very likely a little numb- it's a huge change, no matter how you slice & dice it, right?<br /><br />Also- so what, if for a bit, you "don't know" your own head? You're still you, functioning, doing your thing, which includes adjusting to new situation and reality and future, who says you need to know it all now? <br /><br />What I mean, is that in six months- six days- six years- you may see clearly what isn't obvious to you know, and that's okay.Sailorhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01439394316761968708noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1894963858437715086.post-55587978634033032272011-03-28T19:58:52.105-07:002011-03-28T19:58:52.105-07:00I don't know. . . I think it's entirely p...I don't know. . . I think it's entirely possible to overanalyze all this.<br /><br />I never had much of an emotional reaction to my parents' divorce. Everything I've ever read has told me I'm supposed to be devastated by it, and I'm sure it's had its effects on me, but I've never felt any particular emotions about it, one way or the other. I was disappointed that my mom left, it was weird living without her (and Dad wasn't much of a cook). But I never felt angry, or abandoned, or anything like that, that I'm told I was supposed to feel. Dad remarried, I picked up a few step-siblings, and la-la, how the life went on. . .<br /><br />I wouldn't worry too much about how you feel, or don't feel (and your comment the other day about your redneck, white-trash former in-laws betrays at least <i>some</i> anger. . .) You can make yourself crazy trying to figure out your feelings. . .<br /><br />And heck, maybe you're just emotionally a little numb. That wouldn't be so crazy, would it?Craighttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12044041773404411751noreply@blogger.com